I woke up this morning earlier than I'm used to. I had forgotten about my state until I stood up and looked at my phone. I had a message from my little sister with a prayer. I've read a whole booklet about breast cancer yesterday and I feel less ignorant now. Also, I know what to expect. I will be injected with a radio-active product to do the bone scan for instance, and I already know that if my bone structure shows black spots, those could be metastases... (hopefully there won't be).
Today I'm going to go out and help out a friend who's moving. I won't be 'moving' any things though, I am going to help with the interior of her new home. Maybe paint a bit. It's gonna be fun. I'm certainly not staying home. I did yesterday and that's enough. I had a surprise visit from my friends though... that was a little emotional. It was hard to look at Loulou and see her cry, cause I've never seen her cry. Also my sister's tears moved me. She's such a tough cookie.
I haven't cried yet today. I don't feel like doing it. I will cry when it's all over. When I've gone all the way. When I'm healed. I will cry of happiness.
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