It's 10 to 1am right now and I feel awful. I've had this painful cough all day now and it seems to be getting worse. Unfortunately I work today and I decided to show my sorry face for at least a couple of hours. And definitely to feel better about not going to work yesterday.
I always feel so guilty when I don't go to work. I hear this voice in me that goes: how bad do you really feel? And it's weird, but, no matter how bad I feel, that voice will go: come on now, big baby, you could have gone to work, no? But, I know that if I show myself at work and people around me see how bad I look and cough, they'll probably go like: you shouldn't stay here, love, go home and take care of yourself! Because if someone tells me what to do, I feel better about myself.
I'm such a sheep...
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